Magic Crayon

We live inside our heads. In interpretations of objective occurrences that we subjectify with that voice in our head that tells us that we are the center of the Universe. But it's not quite that. It's that you are the Universe. With infinite power and ultimate control of experience. Now what do we do with such a power? Sometimes we're ignorant of it, thinking we are victims of circumstances. And sometimes we begin to play with this idea of the laws of attraction and abstraction back to chemical composition and quantum physics that all allow for magic and alternate reality. Really I've been spinning around dancing with this magic crayon all my life. Drawing on the walls and building mountains to climb that didn't exist and Heavens that can be seen from Hell.

أنا الحمد لله

They said inspiration is like God blowing through you for an instant. And it's not that I believe in "God" I don't think. I think it's more like I believe in order in the chaos. Interconnectedness on such a large scale that we can't comprehend. But it seems like you're everything because everything is made up of you. And she told me to observe life like a film, but HOW? Well I've been asking for what I need. And it's been appeared. And I've relaxed when it hasn't presented itself as I imagined, because I imagined. And everything's manifestation so how are you looking at it? Are you noticed the flower growing through the crack or the littered streets? So can you give up looking for something, because if you can't loose that fine target, you may miss the point. It could be looking at you while you're looking for something else. So relax and let the Universe unfold. Thank God.

أنا الحمد لله

We are all One.

Eternal Life

Sometimes I'm swimming in my own head and lose sight of the clarity of the sun. That's when I know it's time to grow. Those moments where I'm sinking and my mind is bad is when I look at the internal makeup. I was telling her about letting go to find it. And skinning yourself to breed life. And what does that mean? I don't know. Dismiss the dead and embrace the eternal life? That balance. Of dark and light and death and life? 

To be continued...